I admire and envy the homeless, the addicts, the distraught, the suffering. They live in a world with thinly veiled illusions while we all prance about in our dreams of self worth and manufactured dignity. Christ said he came for the sick but I think that’s a half truth. He came for those who have recognized their sickness. Those who aren’t sick don’t need a doctor, but we’re all sick and the only ones who can be helped are those who realize it. Thank God I’m sick.